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      I lock the door,                                                Turn on the water                                                  Bury that sound                                   So no one hears anything anymore.  That happens every time I try to eat. I go to the washroom I turn on the water. That way no one hears a thing. I kneel down, and I let it all out. Do I want to do this? No, but it feels like I have to.  I think my parents are starting to catch on, and it's really worrying me. I mean, no I don't want to do it but, I just feel it would be embarrassing if people were to find out. I mean you have to tell people that you'

As I was looking out my old, cracked window, I stared at the gray and cloudy sky. I was sure it was going to rain. I never liked it when it rained, everyone around me changed, people started to become darker, more depressed. We didn't need that more than we had when the days were bright. No one seemed to care anymore. You and I were fine, happy even. We could dance and sing without a care in the world, but then we moved here, and we fell apart. We tried getting back our old ways, but it was just a masquerade. There's no love here, only lust. Baby, you only started looking to get laid. I was looking for something more, something I didn't ne

This is what I like to hear, like music. Waves crashing against the shore, as I'm left alone to my own thoughts, the sounds of a city that never sleeps. The sounds of the music blaring out of speakers at a concert, the crowd screaming back every word with passion, This, is what I like to hear, like music. The crackle of a fire, the laughter and song of the people I love. The slow movements of water, like smooth thoughts flowing. This is what I like to hear, like music. The sounds of you next to me, telling me I'm not alone. The sounds of me knowing, That you're there for me. This is what I like to hear, like music.

I'm closer to the edge now, more than ever. Please, won't you come? Just push me over. Everything I once knew, I've forgotten Help me find the way out. And I confess I'm a wreck, I'm a mess. The opposite of myself 'Cause when I'm awake, I'm really asleep. Oh dear, can't you see? I'm calling for you. Silence, screaming the truth Something I can't bear to handle So I cover it with sound

So please, Tell Me That when I leave My memory's not gone And I May have a fear The Spark I set will Disappear. (chorus) But wherever I go I'll keep on trying To keep on finding Ways to re-invent myself And even if my memory is dying At least I can start again I'll  start again Even if I have to leave All that I've created To find some peace of mind It won't be wasting my time (Chorus) Even if I have to wait a while To spark a smile, on someone else's face I know, it's a feeling that cannot be replaced And even if I have to walk a thousand miles To get where I want to be At least I know that once I get there It's whe